/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

  • Buy the Full Digital Album

about

Written December 2020

lyrics

Running time today
Springboards from open minds, I'll play
As I start fillin' 'em up with far more clarity

I fought outside myself
Continuing to stock up our shared bookshelf
And I've been waiting for this moment
But I don't really know it
What it is or where it comes or how I'll have to show it

Manic energy drawing out the friendly alarms
Still none of them mean that I'm actually wrong

So now I'm running out, no more pressing up against time
Running out, never feeling more fine
Checklists and communists
Feel it out and feel it loud
Ride out our tectonic shifts

Binging Grey's Anatomy for the first time
Thinking something's gotta be wrong with me inside
(Haven't been to a doctor in so long, still so freaked out by the thought of drawing blood)

But it's such a way to reconcile and couple
The dual grandness of the macro and the micro

Thoughts of macro revolution all through the day
Then nights of micro human suffering streamed through our TV
Thinking of my old friends, some with kids and families
These real feelings, not just infinite checkerboard quandaries

And it all amounts to nothing
It all amounts to going nowhere
Paralyzed behind these screens
Where discourse never seems to leave
It all amounts to nothing
But can still feel so fucking good

credits

from Everything's amazing, but then again couldn't be worse, released June 22, 2022

license

all rights reserved

tags

If you like Feel Loudly, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Seafood Sam joins the show to discuss his newest album, " Standing On Giant Shoulders".
listen now